I can't stop analysing last month for some reason.
As I'm here in work - I'm constantly looking back at my symptoms that I had last month - the classic preg symptoms: the sore aching boobs, the gassiness, the tiredness and the headaches and the cramping well over a week before my period was due. I even joked with my DP about my gas! My friend said I need to take heart from it as it means I'm getting closer to my goal. But I can't help thinking perhaps I shouldn't have been lifting heavy furniture, doing lots of housework etc., the Sunday before my AF was due. Would it now be different?
But I have to stop the "what ifs" and take heart in the fact that possibly, quite possibly I had a pregnancy within my grasp. Thats the positive.
This thing is starting to consume me and I really need to just let it go now. I need to just forget about it and stop the post mortems.
What is meant to be will be.
Sorry, readers, I'm just thinking out loud my emotional journey here - it's a like a talk-back between my positive and my negative side.
Whose winning?
I'll keep you posted.
Love Cherrygo
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