It's funny I have been reading a lot of books on "how" women in their 40's get pregnant and the one common thread is they BELIEVE it's going to happen for them. One book, by Sandy Robertson, said she physically spoke to her child, imagined it there beside her in order to manifest her baby. She said she even shopped in baby shops and put up a collage of the type of baby she would have and the baby room's colours.
At first I thought this was a bit mental - a bit taking it too far. A bit bordering on the insane. But with all the success stories - entrepreneurs, inventors, religious workers, charitable workers - before they achieved something big, they ALL could see it first. So I've got to find some comfort in that and perhaps take a leaf out of that book.
Anyhow, I decided I would do my baby collage and yes I've now got a collage in my wallet. I even started thinking of baby names. For some reason I thought of a girl. Not sure why. My partner's sister died when she was 41 ( 5 years ago) in the middle of open heart surgery and her name was June. Coincidentally my mum's name is also June - so I thought it would be fitting if her name was June, but in the old Irish spelling - Shiuin pronounced shoon or
Shoo-wan. So Siuin it is. Siuin Juliana. Then if it's a boy, it's Samuel James (after my partner's uncle - who died last week.)
I kissed him goodbye and asked him for a little wish.
- A baby
Have a great weekend.
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