Well woke up this morning and once again find myself obsessed with finding the positive side of things. I got a call from my clinic this morning - to tell me the Doctor is happy for me to go ahead with my Frozen Embryo Transfer (FET). They wanted me to start my down regulation on day 21 of this cycle but I decided we really wanted this month to go au natural! I told the nurse, that we really wanted this month drug free - she agreed. So I'm now on the long protocol for my FET and won't be doing my embryo transfer until November 12th. So it's the usual thing, back on the birth control pill on my next period and then on day 21 of the cycle, I start the sniffer dog nasal spray and then I start scans and then of course the embryo go in around thurs nov 12th. I would much much prefer a natural cycle - where they track my body and the embryos are placed in at the exact time after ovulation - which then ensures less chemicals and hormones in my body. But typically as I said to my partner tonight - in the clinics in Ireland here - it's all about THEM not me. They don't want me to ovulate naturally - as this could happen on a weekend. Shock! Horror! And then they'd have to pay staff to come in on the weekend. Oh so, please, please dear universe and God, try and give us a natural conception this month. According to the secret, I HAVE To believe. I am pregnant. I am pregnant. I have to believe it to be true and it will be true. I'm trying it. I apparently cannot send mixed messages, I have to totally 110% believe. So yes, I do believe. It WILL happen. I know it's on its way.
Are you convinced yet universe?
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